THE QUEEN AND THE SOLDIER -- Suzanne Vega (lyrics)

"The soldier came knocking upon the queen's door
He said, "I am not fighting for you any more"
The queen knew she'd seen his face someplace before
And slowly she let him inside"
  I think he's a soldier who can't handle the fighting anymore, who wants to know the reason he is out there killing and risking his life for someone he doesn't know. I don't know if they've met, or there is some history because of the fact that she has seen him before, but I love Lady_Paladin's interpretation that she doesn't see him as a real person. He's just another face that may or may not be familiar, but she doesn't allow herself to become emotionally attached to someone. She sees emotion as a weakness. I think she is a woman who never got to be a girl, she was raised to be stoic and wise and emotionless and to be strong and learn to do what was right for her country. She knows nothing else but power, and so she clings to it. She is not necessarily happy, but she needs this power. It is a part of her.

"He said, "I've watched your palace up here on the hill
And I've wondered who's the woman for whom we all kill
But I am leaving tomorrow and you can do what you will
Only first I am asking you why.""
I guess I got a little ahead of myself in the last bit. But he just desperately wants to know why. He's always wanted to know who is behind this, he has watched her palace all the time wondering why. I also think he is starting to fall in love with this woman who is surprisingly young, beautiful, vulnerable. Because underneath all of her strength and ice, she is so incredibly lonely. And I think he already sort of knows what will happen to him in the end. He is deserting the army, and he says "You can do what you will", so I think he already knows what he is risking. But he just can't bear to not know the truth.

"Down in the long narrow hall he was led
Into her rooms with her tapestries red
And she never once took the crown from her head
She asked him there to sit down."
I think the queen, although she thinks she is strong and emotionless, also feels something for this man. She senses that he wants to help her, and I think after all these years of bottling herself up inside her castle, separating herself from emotion, she just needs some little spark of a real life. She decides to trust this young, brave man. However, she "never once took the crown from her head." I think the crown is her sense of strength, her emotionlessness, and all these things she thinks are power. Although she desperately needs some speck of human contact and affction, she is proud. She will not let down her icy barriers. She asks him to sit down while she stands so she will still have some power over him, because she is desperate to keep any sense of strength. She is afraid of losing power to this man who she has so suddenly decided to trust. She is an incredibly conflicted individual.

"He said,
"I see you now, and you are so very young
But I've seen more battles lost than I have battles won
And I've got this intuition, says it's all for your fun
And now will you tell me why?"

He Is being very gentle with her. He sees her youth and her fragility, but he presses on in his curiosity of why this woman would send out so many to die for her. He is an incredibly curious, brave, foolish man, and although he has started to love her he must know the truth.

"The young queen, she fixed him with an arrogant eye
She said, "You won't understand, and you may as well not try"
But her face was a child's, and he thought she would cry
But she closed herself up like a fan"

Another example of this power she must have over others and her rejection of weak emotions. She looks at him arrogantly, trying to find her sense of superiority and strength. She tells him he won't understand, but I think this is because she doesn't understand either. She honestly doesn't know why so many people have to die. She was just raised as a queen and knows she must, she must do her duty and protect her country. And it makes her feel horrible, she nearly cries. But she retreats back into her shell and conjures up her emotionless strength once more.

"And she said, "I've swallowed a secret burning thread
It cuts me inside, and often I've bled"
He laid his hand then on top of her head
And he bowed her down to the ground."

Suzanne Vega once said that she thought of relationships as threads, and when you want to make something go away or forget about it you swallow it down. She has given up her desire for realtionships with others, she has buried it deep down inside, yet sometimes it burns her. It makes her bleed, because secretly she wants love and friendship and to be human. The man senses her weakness, he sincerely wants to help her. He bows her down to the ground, trying to help her be vulnerable, trying to break through her shell and make her feel okay when she is powerless. He puts her in this position where she is completely vulnerable, physically and emotionally.

"Tell me how hungry are you? How weak you must feel
As you are living here alone, and you are never revealed
But I won't march again on your battlefield"
And he took her to the window to see."

He is trying so desperately to help her. He is trying to bring her emotions to the surface, remind her of her hunger for human contact, asking her how weak she feels when she is all alone. She is never seen by all the men who die for her. She is isolated completely. He is almost trying to cause her pain just to make her get past her need for strength. He insists that he will not fight for her anymore. Both to show her the pain she is causing as well as because I don't think he could fight knowing that this mere girl is the queen he is fighting for. He takes her to the window to see what is happening because of her. He wants to reinforce this emergence of emotion.

"And the sun, it was gold, though the sky, it was gray
And she wanted more than she ever could say
But she knew how it frightened her, and she turned away
And would not look at his face again."
She is still distancing herself from everything. He takes her to the window to see the battle outside, but she just looks at the sky. She doesn't want to feel the pain of seeing death, she wants to remain apart from it all. So she just stares at the gray, miserable sky that is her life. The sun is that little bit of golden hope that remains. And she wants to cling to that hope, she wants to give in and love and bring all the soldiers off the battlefield, but this frightens her. She would be giving up her strength along with everything that she ever was. She would give up her power that she needs, and she can't look at that temting sun anymore. SHe turns away. And the man's face is tempting as well. He's real now, he's a man that she could love and giver herself up to. His words are so beautiful, and she sees this future of love and happiness. But she can't do that. It scares her.

"And he said, "I want to live as an honest man
To get all I deserve and to give all I can
And to love a young woman who I don't understand
Your highness, your ways are very strange."

He says the things that are more emotionally ridden than anything he has said thus far. He says how he is such a good, simple man. He just wants to be happy and honest. He wants the world to be fair. He wants to love her, this woman who is such a mystery to him. He is everything that is good in the world, and he is the scariest and most foreign thing the queen has ever seen.

"But the crown, it had fallen, and she thought she would break
And she stood there, ashamed of the way her heart ached
She took him to the doorstep and she asked him to wait
She would only be a moment inside."

Her crown falls. All of her strength has crumbled in the face of this man who is everything that she wants, everything that frightens her, and everything that she will not allow herself to have. Her emotions finally break throguh and she thinks she wll just fall apart as all the power and strength she ever had and clung to are stripped away. This man loves her and she wants nothng more than to love him back. But she is ashamed of this. She still doesn't want to be be weak. She was raised to scorn weakness and she cannot handle being so vulnerable. She takes him to the doorstep and separates herself from her, promising she will be inside only a moment while he waits for her. But while he is inside she must compose herself she must find her strength again, because she feels herself breaking. She can't do it. Not while he is so temptingly standing right outside her door.

"Out in the distance her order was heard
And the soldier was killed, still waiting for her word
And while the queen went on strangling in the solitude she preferred
The battle continued on"

The saddest and most shocking part of the song. She simply cannot handle this weakness that has destroyed any image of herself and purpose she has ever had. So she has him killed. This is easier than coping with her loss of power. And so she returns to her solitude, choking in the pain of killing the only man she ever loved. She may not be happy, but she prefers it. She prefers her strength, familiar and comforting. She knows she has to be a queen and she must get rid of anything standing in her way. I think the battle can be two things: just the war that has been going on, the one the soldier fought in. It's just showing that things have not changed. No matter how good and brave one man is, it cannot change the wills of the stubborn. So people still die, the queen is still lonely, nothing has changed. The battle can also be the queen's internal battle. Her struggle betweenn right and wrong, happiness and strength. The story is not a happy one, I feel awful for the good man who died just because he wanted to love and help others, the queen who is unable to feel emotion without feeling horrible and broken. It's not a happy tale. But it's beautiful, in a twisted way

It's a beautiful song. All the better because it's so hard to decode.